love.ruri.

This message is true.
But at the same time many people can’t help but care about what others say about them.
Sometimes it is just enough to take note of what others say and decide whether or not their words are worth listening to.

love.ruri.

Q & A

Italy, music, art, food… anything I could ever want :)

Its been five months since I posted the picture of the NY skyline.
Its been two months since I had seen that skyline.
My eyes look out the window and I see a skyline.
I look out the window and I see the new opportunities that flow beneath the flashing lights, and the all the people that may have an impact on my life.
A lot has happened, and I am slowly changing.
Like a chameleon slowly changing its color. I am adpating and learning how to survive as a person, as me.
As the sun set in New York, a new sun rises where I am.
Here I go, screaming my lungs out as I let go of everything.
Of everyone.
For once in my whole life I feel like I can begin again. Like I’ve been born again, and given another chance.
I let go of all the stress and frustration and I’m falling down a spiral…

The truth is… I am afraid.

But I’m ready.

每一天我想你.
每一天我睡不来觉。
我想你。。。你不想我。

你想她。

但是，你给了我新的希望。
谢谢你。

love.ruri.

You left me by the side of the road.
I was left chasing after you.
You turned.
I lost you.

I don’t ever want to see you again.

“It’s time to let go.” 
That’s what I say to myself everyday.
That’s what I etch into my heart everyday.
But
When I see you, I forget and all the emotions flow back into my body.
You don’t deserve my lips.
You don’t deserve my hips.
You don’t deserve the heat of my body.
You don’t deserve any part of me.
Yet
I crave you.
I need you.
I think about you every time I meet someone.
Why? 
I hate you.
I love you.
You’re everywhere.
Leave me alone.
Let me love someone else.

love.ruri. 

What a crazy weekend. 
Lets start fresh. 
There are so many things that I want to do. 
Let’s start it here.  

love. ruri.